Thursday, 28 July 2011

its been forever..

I feel like im trapped in my own little world. I don't know why i haven't been writing but anyway i am now right?..its less than 5 weeks until i leave my little town and its getting quite close to be hard hitting..i am going to miss everything ive learnt and known but im going to a better place a new place where i can learn and experience new things which is what ive always wanted! ''i want to be where those people are i wanna see wanna see em dancing'' The Little Mermaidits my favorite!! just being here makes me ill its not that i don't like the people in it well most of them anyway! i just need to be somewhere else somewhere where other people understand me and what i love to do. 
ive learnt over the years happiness comes around when you do something you enjoy! so im going to do exactly that! sorry if im boring you i just needed to let all this out somewhere! i'll leave you with the song that's inspired me since i was a little girl..

Judy garland.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow

why then oh why can't i..