The song that listens to my hearbreak..Taylor swift.

Once upon a time i believe it was a tuesday

When i caught your eye

And we caught onto something i hold on to the night

You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding? 'cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

Baby what happened? please tell me

'cause one second it was perfect

Now you're halfway out the door

And i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh oh

Oh and it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause i was there when you said forever and always

Was i out of line? did i say something way too honest

That made you run and hide like a scared little boy?

I looked into your eyes thought i knew you for a minute

Now i'm not so sure

So here's to everything coming down to nothing

Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going? thought i knew for a minute

But i don't anymore

And i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh oh

Oh and it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause i was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby i don't think so

Oh oh

Oh back up baby back up did you forget everything?

Back up baby back up did you forget everything?

'cause it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause i was there when you said forever and always

Oh i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause i was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby you said forever and always..

its been a v v long time..

Life is just a wirl pool at the moment sometime im at the edge trying and life is good there but then there is times where im caught right in the middle and i just cant seem to get out!! other than that i think im alright i mean alright is a kinda word that means you could be better and i could but mehh...quite loving my mother atm she's being a flower!! so i guess my life isnt that interesting as other but im moving to london if that excites anyone!! ahh well bye guys keep blogging..xx

Another year has flown by and another year of age has dawned...

Hi m'lovely's It's my birthday 16 at last! end of. bye :)

hmmmm...

Well its been a while bloggers nice to chat again i suppose!! not alot is happening to me atm really apart from its my birthday on saturday and im rather excited to turn 16 at last!! ive landed myself with a new phone and its rather snazyyy apart from the fact i cannot work the bloody thing to save my life!! i also decided it would be a good idea to have a spray tan for the weekend but it really hasnt turned out very well and im on the edge of slitting hahaha lol jk fml. well im gonna leave you with a song cos its just beautiful and its just how i feel atm... keep blogging and keep smiling children i am :) xxx

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare.
See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do.

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't feeling

We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love, remind you of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't feeling

We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep

You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul threw every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(I wish you never gonna miss you)
We could of had it all
We could of had it all (I wish you never gonna miss you)
It all(3 times)

We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat
We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it
You played it to the beat
<3

i am the happiest person alive 'Right now'.

So im about to brag about the biggest thing that EVER happened to me as i said i few days ago i was bricking it for my audtion at Redroofs in london (stage school) totally nailed my audition :) and following that i had a lovely looking letter on the table when i came home from college today saying that my place there is guaranteed!!! :DD i honestly screamed the house down my mum was crying and everything im soooo proud of myself its wiered because iv never felt like this in my whole life hahaha :) < told you i cant stop smiling hehehe :)
so thats all really apart form telling everyone and my face is just like a clown who cant change his face form smiling yup life's gooood :P

nice talking to yous love ya's <3 xxxxxxxxxx

ps. keep blogging.
pps. happy birthday to maria.
ppps. the sweeds are cute :) and abby of course,
pppps. thanks.

Dot.

One song One dance One lifetime One chance!

Loving the life...

Well, just like the title really i am loving life at the moment i mean i have the friends i need and want the perfect family maths exam out of the way not a care in the world latley and career is getting there..My audition is on sunday and ive decided to be excited and not scared :) ive had a lovely day today with my little friend sizzle and watching the big boys play football was quite entertaining if i must say so myself and im looking forward for a catch up with my beautiful bird tomorrow. My mum is in a v v v good mood which also adds to the happiness of my life right now hehe :) well im off for a bubbly bath by myself...Peace out keep blogging and keep calm..


Quote of the day: ''The Future Looks Bright''

I'm STRESSING bloggers i'm SRESSING..

OMG!! so i get a letter saying i have an audition on sunday at redroofs you know the one the preforming arts school where Kate winslet  went to yeah not to much of a biggy!!! im absolutley scared out of my wits and i really am.. i dont normally get nervous before the big day but i this time i have reasons..1. Its an audition for a drama school in LONDON.  2. famous people went there theyve made it big!! and finally 3. i need to get in i cannot and i will repeat Cannot!!!  stay in whitby i would honestly no joke KILL myself its that bad!! so... one 2 minuete dance one 2 minuete song and a 1 minuete monologue ( for those who dont know what a monologue is its more or less a speech by your self!! ) so yeah pretty stressed about it but i'll get there FINGERS CROSSED EY'!.# 

Anyway bloggers have fun dont stress and keep smiling :) xx